Day 88

I went for a seminar in Kensington temple today
Teaching on moving in the miraculous realm
Gypsy William Lee did most of the teaching and it was awesome




There were moments we just stood up and receive
and the Holy Spirit just moved and flood, without any words
without any music. Our hearts were still, the atmosphere was still
but the participation of the Holy spirit was far more than active

Seen a 60+ years old Black mama flew? I have.. today



Many intermissions during the session, I was deeply
troubled by the Con-man and the situation that I'm in now.
'GOD i need a miracle'

Many blog posts in the previous days, I have mentioned
that GOD strategically place me in certain places at certain
times to meet certain people which blew my mind.

So how does this crappy ordeal I'm in occur?
You mean GOD strategically put a Con-man for me to meet
at the correct place at the correct time as well?

My answer would be a Yes
Am I troubled?
Yes of course I am, deeply troubled
Its $1200 sing dollars we're talking here

But I just got to trust in his leading and see what happens next

'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your
own understanding, in all your ways, acknowledge him and he
will make your paths straight' Proverbs 16:3

Thanks to my friends who have been comforting me
Hailer, Kellie, Gordon, Charity, Ah Black

Before I called Mum to tell her my situation,
I was deeply scared and frightened to kind of 'face the music'
I was tellling Ah Black on Msn

'Hey I'm gonna tell my mum now, judgement day come already'

And Black replied

'dear Lord, i pray tt as angus talks to his mum, you will grant her understanding and that this will be a conversation which will grant him peace instead.'

I talked to Mum, and I was deeply moved.

Never for one second did she blame me or scold me for
my stupidity and naive.

She kept saying 'Its ok, take it as a learning experience' x10

'Don't think too much about it, let it pass' x5

I'm not trying to mean that my friend's words
and comfort weigh nothing and disqualify
their acts of concern and love

But Mum's reaction kind of superceded everything
When I got her assurance, somehow, every single feeling of
anxiety, anguish and despair seemed to disappear
(Dad your words would have done the same work, just that I
didn't have the chance to tell you the story yet)

Somehow, I don't know why, as much as we can have
lots of fun with our friends and want them around us.
The security that our parents provide is irreplaceable

I sort of get a glimpse of what it means
to seek God's approval instead of man's approval somehow
and that his approval alone is enough

When the boss says 'You're good' means you are good
You don't need man's approval to show them your worth.
Because you're worth more than every single blood he dripped
for you because HE said so

I'll be heading to the police station to file a report tomorrow
with Summer. Hope all goes fine.